Queen Green

Fill my heart oh, Lord, give credence to my brokenness, for I am broken hearted my soul weeps unto thee

I need your peace Oh, Lord, have mercy on my troubled, so I may be made a whole of my wretched, fragmented parts.

Bring your holy spirit upon me, may I be quickened by your wisdom that surpasses my own understanding.

Come quickly into the midnight, filling your purpose into my dreams.

My hope is nearsighted, remind me of the final, glorious thing. Remind me Dear God that my persecution is someone else’s liberty. Please allow me to find joy to serve in a thing that does not serve me.

Love me Dear God, embrace me with laughter and sharing and smiling hearts and singing birds.

Remove the speck from my eyes so I may see the four cherubims, show me marvelous and mysterious things so that the hurt of this world is made small and Heaven is thus made great.

Dear God, do not ignore me. Do not leave my texts unread, check your voicemail and return my calls.

Dear God you promised me that you would leave me and never forsake me. I expect your presence during trial. You promised me that your grace would be sufficient for me.

Father, your child is waiting. I can not fall prey to anger and frustration. I refuse to return to evil moods that produce evil things. I am certain that your peace represents the confidence of my situation and I aim to inherit your confidence in my situation.

Lord you have asked me worry not – to cast my cares on you. I have come to cast my net, I have come to lay at your feet, I have come to plead for mercy. I have come to receive a supernatural change – I will accept a supernatural internal and or external change. I have come to hear your voice, for it is sweet melody unto my ears. I have come to present my praise dance as an old testament sacrifice to be burnt up to you. I come to give myself as an offering, may my soul be burnt up to you. I come so I may be made more selfless that I live only for your will. I come so my heart may be overflowing with your love, may your glory soak my clothes and drip all over my shoes.

Help me Dear God, I cannot persist in this earthly suffering. Dear God you promised me

Promised me.

You will not fail me. I take my security in knowing that you can’t. That you can not lie, for you are God and whatever you speak by default becomes true. I take my weeping joy in knowing that even if you could fail me – you wouldn’t. That you love me too much to abandon me.

Oh, Lord your Holy Spirit has arrived in this space and your presence is sufficient for my persecution. Alpha and Omega, forever and ever. Thank you God, praise your name Oh Lord, for you are greater than all things in all of the Earth.