Morning fight with a demon

The Lord woke me up this morning and I could barely get out of bed,

I could barely clear my head,

I could barely find my legs.

The lord gave me breath this morning

and I could barely breathe.

Asthmatic deep heave,

clutching my spirit to wheeze.

Grief is an infectious disease. Inviting death

unless

we take our cross and we leave.

Lest we choose faith

we are deceived.

Lest we fight, we scath, we scratch, we bleed.

We attach, we weave

just to shave bald and yet tweeze.

Floor to my knees,

I pray, I fight

with all my might

to flee and be set free.

What a mighty God we serve.

I swerve

temptation for destiny.

“why is death so pleasing to me?”

To work no more in heavenly peace.

Do you have any idea

how tired one must be?

To consider greet?

To kiss life complete

On its cheek?

Do you know how much stronger one must be?

To claim no fret,

God’s not done yet.

No shame, no debt, no gamble, no bet.

Just surety of his authority

that the Greater in me, is worthy so worthy

With much to reap and so much to sow.

So far gone and so much further to go.

Metal hook attached, I pull, I tow

Walk on water or row the boat

Less to tell and more to

Show

Take your cross and be gone

Take your cross and go.

Author: Sharlene Green

I am a nobody, I am a servant of the Lord whose weakness is made strong by God’s strength. As I grow this “About Me,” section may evolve but right now it really is all about God and honestly a little about me. Meaning, I don’t post for y’all, I don’t do this for likes. Trust me. If you tryna be liked you not posting scriptures and reflections about God. But this is my open dialogue with God. This is about me showcasing my adoration of the Lord to the world. This is about me becoming free in unashamedness. This is about me holding myself accountable to daily worship in the word and being so on fire for God I decided to brag about my relationship to the world! So here is to growth! Here is to love! Here is to my dance upon time as I serve in this strange land. Peace and blessings.

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